there’s lots going on right now and i feel excited about the coming year. that’s sort of new for me. but I keep thinking that none of it makes any cash (yet) and i don’t know how i will keep the momentum going but keep surviving.
then, every time i step and feel that pain from my Achilles tendon i think if my foot is seriously hurt, or turns chronic, i pretty much have no reason to go on. it would be a a greek tragedy scale tragedy if 6 months after discovering what feels like a vocation, and what requires good working feet it was all over.
i’d probably give up entirely at that point.