December 2011
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i was feeling pretty good till i answered a knock at the door. the landlord complaining about back rent. i told him it’s a christmas miracle he got front rent.
still.
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why can’t i reply to a reply. is it 2003?
melkytuesday said: I always wonder why you want to stifle any part of what you create…even when some shitty anon tries to make you feel shitty. Let it flow.
first thing i need to say is anon plays no role in my trying to not write. i give almost no fucks at all about anon. that said, if i was going to listen to anyone it would most likely be anon...
i’ve been battling off a fierce strain of lonesomeness today. every time i think i have it handled it creeps up the backs of my eyeballs and covers everything. a few days ago i considered how good i’ve done this year at not falling apart in fall and consuming myself in winter—then this began.
fedalove asked: i like your stuff. especially your words. ~j
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mortal-compass asked: Hey Ruzz. Mortal Compass here... Thank you so much for your own story. I have been touched by the responses, particularly from men and I appreciate your honesty about all of it. I look forward to the day when you step out of the shadows with me.
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The Living Breathing Street: A call for help →
livingbreathingstreet:
i need your help to keep doing this.
i wrote a long post about this and deleted it. because the simple truth is due to a series of problems, I need to raise cash quickly or i will not be able to continue. it’s up to you if based on what you’ve seen following along here is worth a buck or two,…
shitty but true. this applies equally to those of you who like all the...
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every time i say america in one of my posts i lose a follower.
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i’ve got in trouble in the past for slagging on my neighbours to the south so let me just take this moment to tell you how much i feel for you. how much i’d hate to be you.
there’s lots about american culture i don’t like but that doesn’t mean i think americans themselves need the hardcore assfucking they’re getting from every part of their...
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“gearsofchange replied to your photo: stringing christmas beads on the tree with...”
– I don’t have a partner, anymore. however, it does bother me from time to time that past loves get to lurk and get what they need by following my blogs rather than engaging with me. not enough to really matter though.
and my parents.. well.. i come from a strict mormon upbringing so my dad is...